Ok, back history. When I was pregnant with Ella our maternal serum came back positive for spina bifida. Thank the Good Lord it was a false positive and she was perfect. But the doctor said the test could also mean she might stop growing. So I had an ultra sound every few weeks for the remaining 20 weeks. A couple times I was asked by the u/s tech. if I had ever been told I had fibroids. When I said "no", they would just say "ok" and continue on. I made the mistake of telling my RNP this when I had my annual check-up this year.
Flash forward to today. I've had a full pelvic ultra sound. They call in the doctor a couple times. He tells me I have endometriosis and a ovarian cyst and will need a reference to an OB/GYN. Fine. People tell me not to worry, the doctor I saw just likes to be thorough and sends people for tests all the time. Next thing I know, I'm hearing from my RNP's office that he also wants a chest x-ray and a pelvic CT Scan. AND I have to do the u/s again because it's at a different hospital. And I have to drink some kind of crap (pardon my language) for the CT scan and be there for 3 hours.
I'm just beside myself. I'm home alone. I don't know when Colin will be home. I'm terrified it's something terrible and I will die. I don't want to leave Ella and Colin! Ella wouldn't even be able to remember me. I know God will take care of everything, but I am so frightened.