Thursday, January 14, 2010
Winter Blues Already??
I don't know what's wrong with me these days. I'm beginning to wonder if I'm getting the 'winter blues' early this year. I can't seem to find the energy to do much of anything that doesn't desperately need be done. I have a mountain of laundry, half of Christmas is still hanging around, meals have been meals but nothing fancy, the house is a mess, and it's a wonder the dust in our bedroom doesn't cause a fatal asthma attack. I really want to make Ella a tutu for dance class (the other 2 have one), but I can't even make the effort to get my sewing machine back out.
I hate when I get like this. It makes me feel like such a fraud; a fat, lazy, fraud. I live in fear that someone will come to the door and want in the house and see the mess. I'll get turned in to the 'Mommy Police' and then everyone will find out I'm a failure.